Waves of hate flow through my mind

But this will pass like the passing of time

Mixed emotions held within

There is no outlet or no sin

Personal fear no one understands

But it blocks emotions that I have damned

A chain that choked all emotions dead

All except one that's safe in my head

Hate is safe if it is kept under control

All life is now is for a fat money roll

I like hate 'cause it gives me a fake high

It's not real like my life, just one big lie.